2:40am(throwback to 2014)

2:40 in the morning I can't sleep My eyes are open just in case the devil wants to creep Thoughts run through my head clouding my mind Looking for insight and truth which is hard to find Thoughts like should I stay or should I go Love righteously or be a ho Take myself to the next level to advance Or dwell in the same song and dance Understand that loyalty is dried up with friends Funny how enemies are true cuz they keep it 100 TIL the end People hide themselves like snakes in a grass Eluding from those that wanna kick their ass Inner aggression makes me wanna pounce and rip Hold up let me take a step back because I am a trip Ok let's try this again Inner aggression makes me wanna cloak my pain Leaving marks everywhere mental blood stain I know if I end this there may be a chance I may rest I could go and celebrate yesterday three hrs back in the west Vacation is what I want shit its what I need Not asking for an eternity just for a week Collect my thoughts build my mind Build the foundation until it's time Time to rise and not look down Re-emerging myself as the new sheriff in town But sleep is what I must do So I can imagine the blueprint to make it come true